Saturday, January 31, 2009

I'm not following the rules... i didn't get tagged and i'm not tagging anyone. Fair enough. i did this for fun.

1. Put iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY", YOU SAY?
Have you ever been in love - Westlife
LOL like i'll ever say that


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Total eclipse of heart - westlife
how come westlife keeps popping up?

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
爱太痛 - 吴克群
i'm so not in love

WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE IN LIFE?
that's just the way we roll - jonas brother
...

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
inseparable - jonas brother
more dots...

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
the great escape - boys like girls
eh?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
小丑鱼 - 罗志祥
LOL?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Before Dawn - isaac Shepard
I'll be sleeping LOL

WHAT IS 2+ 2?
恋爱ing - mayday
I don't fail math

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
自由不变 - JJ
HUH? I don't even know who i consider my best friend...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Bad Day - Alvin and the Chipmunk
Now i'm laughing

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Burnin' Up - jonas brother
... yeah i'm screwin up

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Real to me - brian mcfadden
HUH?

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
一路向北 - jay
...

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
简简单单 - JJ
LOL true

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Year 3000 - jonas brother
LOL

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Miracle - Cascada
Maybe they thought i'll nv die?

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Guitar Vs. Piano 1.2 - i don't know who
i don't play guitar and i dislike piano

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Like only a woman can - brian mcfadden
most of my friends are female...?

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
不能说的秘密 - Jay
i don't like secrets

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
一个人 - IDK
oh man... poor me

WHAT IS ONE THING YOU REGRET?
next plane home - daniel powter
i seldom take plane... maybe something will happen the next plan i take home?

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
好朋友 - 罗志祥
TRUE :D

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
约定 - guang liang
Hmmm....

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
离开地球的表面 - mayday
i'll take it as a no. anyway i don't plan to

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
童话 - guang liang
Eh? though it is true i don't like fairy tales...

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
The Right One - Final_Round
:D

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
秘密基地 - donno
???

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
我的纪念 - donno
LOL

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Somehow, i don't know how, i get the feeling that i'm making everyone hate me. How come i always screw up the start of the year?

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

A Diary

It's suppose to focus on the boy and the girl becoming friends and how the girl was lonely and not fitting in, but i kinda screwed it up.

24th March
I don’t like changes. Even though I know no matter what you do, there will be changes and most of the changes will not be undone, but I still don’t like them. For one, this is the first diary I’ve even had. I never thought I would have a diary, but so many things happened recently and I don’t know what I can do. My parents divorced and we moved house and stuff like that. The house is big and white and clean and neat and... I don’t know it doesn’t matter. But it does have a great view of the sea and the breeze is really nice. Anyway, I’m staying with my mom now, but apparently my dad’s pretty upset about it. Mom said that maybe I’ll have to move to stay with him, I don’t know. All I know is that I don’t want to. Guess too much changes occurring at the same time can make me freak out.
26th March
Went to school today, and I must confess I felt out of place. People just ignore me and do their own stuff. While I was introducing myself I saw this girl, she was ugly looked pretty upset. I thought she had no friends, but to my surprise, she did. But her friends doesn’t seem to notice that she’s upset. Perhaps I’m being over sensitive? At that moment I I thought to myself, if a girl like her has friends... I don’t know, there’s so much stuff happening recently I really don’t know.
28th March
Mom’s shouting on the phone, apparently dad called and they’re arguing. No friends at school yet, I just get ignored.
2nd April
I saw that ugly girl from my class this afternoon. She was standing near the cliff by the beach, and I thought she was going to commit suicide. I just stood there for god know how long staring at her in case she did. Then she just turned and left. Sometimes people do funny things.
5th April
She’s there again, at the cliff by the beach. After I saw her I went back in, and when I checked again in the late evening, she was gone.
10th April
More stuff happened. One night dad came, and I thought I could talk to him and do stuff I did before the whole divorce thing, but they started arguing again, the way they did before they divorced. Guess it never really changed anything. I locked myself in my room and... I don’t know just do stuff and ignore the world the way they ignore me. I wonder if my parents ever thought how all these stuff affects me. Perhaps they’re too busy... too busy arguing with each other and not noticing that they’re not getting anywhere.
11th April
She’s there again, I wonder what she’s doing?
12th April
I saw her again, and this time I went out to check. I hid myself, quite far away. She seems to be talking to someone, but there’s no one there. Maybe she’s talking to herself? I don’t know. Before I could find out anything else she just left.
14th April
I saw her again, and I went down. I got closer and she was talking to herself. She said stuff about getting ignored, not fitting in and things like that. Guess she’s lonely eh?
16th April
I can’t believe what happened today. I was, or so I thought, pretty well hidden while I listened to her talk (and I still don’t know why I did that) then suddenly, she just turned and, as if she knew I was there, stare straight into my eyes. I freaked out and I ran, i think I heard her call me, but I just couldn’t stop until I’m back in my room. I don’t want to go to school tomorrow.
31st October
Guess I managed to befriend that girl, and guess I didn’t need this diary for a long time, but more changes are about to come. Seems like I’m going to stay with my dad... after not meeting him for so long it just feels so wrong... but there’s not much I can do. Perhaps I’ll find myself another friend?

Saturday, January 3, 2009

I didn't screw up the lesson
I screwed up my cello lesson last week.
I hope i'm not going to screw up the one tomorrow.
I prac more that what i did for last week's lesson.
But not as much as i promised i would.
I did lost of the piece.
I can almost play at the same speed as i'm supposed to.
But i didn't memorized it.
And my intonation sucks.
And i didn't do much scale.
I hope i don't screw up my exam.
I can't do oral.
I can't do sight reading.
I don't think i can pass.
Shit.
My mom says she's not going to let me continue learning the cello if i fail.
Shit.
I think i'm gonna screw up.
Shit.
If i fail i'll die.
I'll probably have to change cca or something.
Shit.
I'll be more screwed than the time i lost my phone.
Crap.
Carp.
Fish.
Okay, it's getting out of point.

My new com spoiled again.
Cos of the noton ghost program
My dad downloaded.
Not my fault.
But he's telling me to fix it.
I'm gonna let my bro do it.
But he's not home.

I yelled at my grandma today.
Cos my mom did something that pissed her off.
My grandma told me to scold my mom
cos they don't talk to each other.
if i did i'll get scolded by my mom
cos she don't admit that she's wrong.
but actually she's scolding my grandma.
but i have to listen to all that.
when my grandma did something wrong.
my mom tells me to scold her.
cos they don't talk to each other.
I'll get scolded by my grandma
cos she don't admit that she's wrong too.
And i ask myself.
WHY ME?

It's been a long day.
i'm tired.
And pissed.
So i can't write proper sentences
and it makes me even more pissed.

Friday, January 2, 2009

Mouseferatu 9vampire mouse)

I wrote this for a competition in Mousehunt. I'm not expecting to win, but it's fun to write and get other people to comment.


“Black Widow, there have been reports of a vampire mouse terrorising this area,” a bionic mouse whispered to the police.
“Don’t be silly, vampires can’t survive here – they need special cheese,” the black widow mouse chuckled.
“They say it sucks the blood of other mice and kills them. And black widow mice seem to be its favourite.”
****
Black Widow sets out in search of the vampire mouse seen around that area. She travelled around for a while then stops and rest on a tree at the harbour, near to the kingdom. It was a good spot where many mice pass by. At least I can see the sun rise if nothing exciting happens, she thought. Below her, many mice passed by, and several hunters came to set their trap, but nothing extraordinary seems to happen. After a long wait, she decided that the vampire’s not going to appear. That was when it emerged.
It was a small mouse, so small she didn’t realise its existence even when it dropped onto her branch. It made such small movements Black Widow thought it was the wind. It was not until the tiny mice lunged at her when she noticed it. Despite being surprised, Black Widow managed to dodge the attack. Doing so, she fell off the branch and landed on the ground. Ignoring the bruises she had, she darted into the bush. The vampire mouse dropped from the branch and advanced towards her. Black Widow ran a short distance, then suddenly turned and struck the vampire with her paws and fangs. She jumped back when she felt that she bit into something cold. At that very moment the vampire swiped at her with its paw. She landed nearly a metre away. The vampire sprinted towards her, and she barely had the time to stand up before the mouse reached her. She turned and knocked the tiny mouse aside.
After that it was all claws, teeth and blood. The vampire mouse, small and agile, dodged Black Widow’s attacks, but Black Widow was experienced and with every strike she got closer to reading its movement. The vampire mouse sensed this, and tried not to move in a fixed pattern, but alas, it was young and inexperienced.
Just as the sun was about to rise, Black Widow’s deadly claw struck the vampire mouse, knocking it into a tree. At once Black Widow was upon the stunned mouse; tearing at it with her claws and biting it as if it was a piece of Super Brie. Now the young mouse was pinned under Black Widow’s claws and unable to move.
Just before the final blow, the vampire mouse gasped, “I’m too young to die. Spare me.”
Black Widow hesitated. She had been so caught up with fighting she didn’t notice that the mouse was only a tiny newborn. Without parents, the mouse was probably defenceless before it became a vampire. It is so young it probably doesn’t know what’s wrong and what’s right, thought Black Widow.
“Never, I repeat, never step a foot near the kingdom ever. Go to the place where vampires dwell, return to where your ancestors came from, understand?”
“Yes,” the tiny mouse was struggle for its breath.
Black Widow released her grip. She stared at the mouse for a long time, and then she turned and prepared to leave. That was when she felt a piercing pain on her neck.

That night, Gwania lost their most trusty policemice.
****
“You want power?” quizzed a vampire mouse.
“Y... ... yesz,” the baby white mice replied, it was small and weak, shivering continuously and thin enough for you to see its ribs.
“Why?”
“Revenge... ... to slay those that took my family away from me,” hissed the tiny white mice. From the small and weak figure, she suddenly grew to be so strong, her eyes were red with anger, her body tensed and ready to strike, her teeth showing and her tail lashing out at the shadows behind her.